Best Week Ever

NOT!

Oh yes, I went there.

Last week sucked. I am still reeling from it. In fact, I have a feeling it's going to be something I'll be reeling from for quite some time. You know it's bad when I already have an appointment to meet with a counselor.

And just to reassure everyone, it has nothing to do w/Friday or our relationship. It's something else. I almost wish it was about Friday, cause then I know it would be okay... and we would work it out. But it's not. And I don't know if it WILL work out.

On a totally unrelated note. I skipped my period this month. On purpose. I am planning ahead for our wedding/honeymoon. I SERIOUSLY don't wanna be worrying about carrying any sanitary napkins while I'm in my dress or on my honeymoon. Eff that! So w/my gyno's permission I am going to skip a couple of periods beforehand so that I will have my period BEFORE my wedding and it'll be done and yah! No worries. It was kinda weird skipping a period (on purpose). I've read horror stories about leaks, etc. But I was cool. It was perfectly seamless. YAY! So I will do it again it a couple of months, and then I'll be good to go!

In the meantime, I am trying to keep up the pretense that everything is okay. So this Saturday, I will be visiting a bridal shop to purchase the bridesmaid's dress I will be wearing at my cousin's wedding this summer. I hope it's not strapless... but I'm sure it is. Ugh. I've never worn anything strapless in my entire life. Well, except a strapless bra. But that surely doesn't count. What a pain in the arse. I'm telling you now, there will NOT be anything strapless in my wedding. Not gonna happen.