Too many things on my mind

This morning I woke up with a headache so severe I thought I was going to puke.

I hate those.

I took an Excedrin tho and was at least able to function. A few hours after that I took Excedrin #2. I don't like to take pills tho. It's not a swallowing things. It's a control thing. I don't like the idea that a pill is going to make me all better. (ooooooOOooo, maybe I'm secretly a Scientologist). Regardless, when it gets as bad as it did this morning (twice), I say eff that and pop them sonofabitches. As much as I hate taking pills, I hate pain more.

So here is a list of shit on my mind these days (listed in no particular order):

- I have so much homework to do and I need to read!!! Why did I put myself through this?!?!
- I wish I could save money. I mean... it's not like I'm poor or even living outside of my means, but I really don't have the extra bit to put away. And that makes me feel guilty.
- I need to lose some weight. I've picked up some poundage lately and it's making me unhappy.
- I'm frustrated at work.
- I need to make more money!
- I want to take a vacation!
- When will the damn weather warm up already?!?!

Okay. I'm done. I understand I just did a bit of whining. Okay. A lot. But I really needed it. If you're wondering what's with all the negativity, that's because I'm tired. No, not sleepy. Tired. Sometimes I wish there were more hours in the day. Or two of me.

Despite it all, I am healthy and happy, so all of that above shit is just that. Shit. And like most things in life, will work itself out.