Exhaustion

I am nearing a state of delirium because I am so exhausted. I am running on very low fuel and my biggest problem is that I don't think I will have an opportunity to refuel until this weekend. Which is still over 2 days away. At least I will have two whole days off next weekend!

So, to recap the last several days...

Thursday - absolutely nothing happened besides work and more work.

Friday - work.. and laundry. Oh, and a very fun SPURS game.

Saturday - work and driving... I went to Austin Saturday night to see my best friend from college. So that turned into the trip from hell, well, not ALL of it was bad... but a lot of it was.

Sunday - I won't go into details because it's not very interesting, but I got to see a lot of old friends. I got to hear a lot of gossip.

BTW - I am a gossip whore.. I love it! I get it from my mom. It's bad. Real bad. But I don't spread it or anything, I just like hearing it.

But I digress... so I spent a ridiculous amount of time driving around.

Monday - Something interesting did come up. I was sorta kinda offered a job. At my old alma mater. Which has kind of made me do some re-evaluating of things. Don't get me wrong, I would LOVE to work at SU... someday. In fact, if I had been offered this same job 3 years ago I would have snapped it up like that *snap*. But the idea of moving to Austin is so unappealing now that I really think I would have to decline the offer. But who knows. A lot can happen between now and July. Besides, beggars CANNOT be choosy.

So, to catch you up, I did spend Valentine's w/Patrick. And he bought me a card and some chocolate and gave me a KILLER back rub. It was fun. I don't think either one of us is willing to give up our personal freedom right now to begin a serious relationship, but I think I might keep him around. Because as much as I hate to do this... I miss intimacy too much to just throw an opportunity like this away. There is just something about being w/someone who holds my face in his hands when he kisses me. Someone who whenever we are standing around ... has his hands on the small of my back or is casually rubbing the back of my arm by the elbow. You know, the kind who has to be touching you somehow at all times. Which depending upon how you feel for the other person can either rock or be annoying as hell. So I guess until it starts to annoy me... he'll be in the picture.
Besides - after this weekend, I am DEFINITELY over my crush on Married Mike. Cause I've seen what those kinds of feelings can do to a woman and NO THANK YOU!!!!