It's a conspiracy

Ok, so Valentine's Day has come and gone... in fact, it's been over a week, and yet it's just now that I'm feeling completely and bitterly lonely.
It's quite frustrating to be more precise.

So this weekend I was brutally reminded of how I am one of only a few people in my circle of friends who are currently single right now.

Hell, even my roommate has someone. So it's just a crush, but hey, that's something! It's someone for whom she can doodle hearts on her scratch pads for ... someone she can talk to me EVERYDAY about because well, they work together so she sees him everyday and on days she doesn't, one of her co-workers has something to say about him.

And while yes, I have a special friend I spend time with... it's not the same, because we don't see each other everyday, we don't even talk to each other every day. And I certainly don't doodle hearts around his name. In fact, many a days goes by I don't even think about him. But that's neither here nor there. I just haven't felt those heart strings being pulled in any particular direction in a few (hell, even several) months now and I'm starting to feel it.