I have blown off Patrick once more. I don't know why I continue to dangle him on like this... I really should just cut the line and toss him back into the water. But I don't think I am quite ready for that.
He's a grown man - if he chooses to look elsewhere since I'm not givin' it up, so be it.
Tonight sounds like it's turning into a "Girl's Night In"... I am so stinkin' broke that this is all I can afford. Staying home, watching a movie, and vegging w/my friends. Pathetic. What am I 30??
Anyway, I am expecting a very quiet weekend. Nothing too stressful - some work, time w/the 'rents, time w/Sarah, laundry, some grocery shopping... basically anything to avoid making a call to Daniel or taking a call from him (because then he'll come over or I'll go over and our whole "taking a break" movement that we've been on since October will be dashed to pieces AGAIN).
Guess we'll see what happens.
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