Just okay

No, I'm not talking about how I feel. I'm talking about the Girls' Scout Sugar-free Brownies. I am not the authority on fake chocolate, nor brownies... HOWEVER, I can tell you that I've HAD BETTER.

Moving on.

So I was checking the ol' sitemeter earlier and discovered that someone found my blog by searching for "self-torture". Hmmph! I don't know whether to be scared or insulted. I mean, did google send them to Oscar because they feel reading it is torturous OR did I somewhere, somehow mention self-torture in my blog? And if so, yikes. What kind of reader am I trying to attract here?

Speaking of reading blogs. I recently realized/noticed that I am a bit of a sexist blogger. I don't really read any blogs written by guys. On occasion I will... but not very regularly. Now, I USED to... but not anymore. I wonder what that means. Perhaps I secretly feel as tho men are not entertaining. Or perhaps I just can't relate to their issues. I will report that the majority of men's blogs I have/do read, they tend to write about their feelings and shit. What's up w/that?

Kidding.

Today is Valentine's Day. So I guess I'll wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day.

Happy Valentine's Day.

I guess.

Normally, it's just any other day for me. Well, I guess I do look at it as another reason to buy cards for people (YAY!) and of course, it's also that special time of year where EVERY store you go to bleeds red and pink. But this year, I am a bit sad. Repeat sad, NOT bitter. There IS a difference. I mean, being single again has its perks. I don't feel guilty every time I check out a member of the opposite sex. I don't have to think about buying gifts or remembering special events (like anniversaries, etc). And I think what I'm most sad about is that I miss the way being with him felt. Oh, certainly not the depressing parts of the last month or so, but the good times. And there were plenty. Despite it being over, I'm still grateful for those good times. And bottom line: I have no regrets with him. I mean, you can't beat that.